Living The Dream.

I find it *so* ironic that as I sit down to write all about how wonderful my life is and how good my son is . . . . I am fighting with him to go down for a nap. lol! He is so sleepy . . . it's pitiful. Since Sunday it's been non-stop going . . . we had church on Sunday as well as my sister and I along with Kaleb went out for smoothies later in the day. Monday Kaleb and I went to go see my family and at the last minute we went over to my in-laws so Jason's Uncle could meet Kaleb. Tuesday was not one but two doctors visits and hanging out with one of my friends afterwards. And yesterday I went with Kaleb to go see the kids I use to Nanny. So for a 4month old that is way too much for only being half way through the week. (fyi I just won the fight for nap time <3 ) I am now looking forward to these next few days just me and my baby and getting him back on track with good naps and feeding times. :) He is a great baby he would make any Mommy proud. He eats good . . . sleeps great . . . and 99% of the time has the most laid back personality. He is such a dream come true to me. These extreme fussy moments are far and few between, but are to be expected when the schedule is so thrown off for so many days in a row and is constantly held, but this is a situation that is easily fixable. It may be a little bit loud for a while, but he will be back on track with in the next day or two. I wanted to be a Mom my entire life and it has finally happened and it's everything I thought it would be and more. And though my heart and head never wanted a 'boy'. . . I wouldn't trade my son for all the riches in the world! God has used my baby already in so many ways . . . not only in my own personal life to stretch the boundaries I had set around my heart, but also to touch the lives of others. I've seen it in peoples eyes. They walk into a room eyes down, a frown, and a harden heart. . . . and one smile from Kaleb and their shoulders go back and their face lights up and you see them change. Since having my baby I've had repeated infections. These infections have taken me to Drs who work out of Cancer Centers and Specialty Medicines. I take my son a long with me and he has touched the lives of so many people already. It's going to be such a blessing to see how God will use my son as he grows. Being a mom is the most stressfully-amazing job I could ever have and I know it's only going to get better!

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And Time Goes On

This is me and my 4 month old son. He is the light of my life and the joy in my heart. His name is Kaleb Jason and he was born Jan 24th at 3:54pm. He was 7 pounds 6oz and 20 inches long. My days are filled with laughter and unconditional love. Kaleb is now 4 months old 12 pounds 12 oz and 24 inches long. He surpasses all my hopes and dreams I have built up in my head over the past 22 years. There is something to be said for becoming a mom . . . it changes you in every way. Each day your heart grows bigger and your ability to love grows deeper. This is my son and I love him more than I could ever imagine.

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Baby Bump.

This was taken when I was 30 weeks. :) I love my baby bump!

Not good at this! lol.

lol! So as you can tell I am not good at keep up with blogs very well. I'm not 32 weeks pregnant and still super excited! :) I'm a walking time bomb! Thanks to 'From Apples to Zucchini' I am back on here! I had this overwhelming craving for Jalapeno Poppers and no idea where to get them late at night . . . . so as I am looking in my frige for something I see cream cheese and some green peppers . . . and I start google searching Green Pepper Poppers and I came across her amazing recipe . . I had to tweek to fit what I had here at home, but let me tell you . . the house smells fantastic and it was very easy to make! :D This pregnant lady is one happy camper let me tell you. I've had quite a few photo shoots which I am super proud of . . . but I've been mostly getting ready for the baby that's coming . . I'll post pictures of the nursery when I am done with it! Anyway . . I am going to hop off here and check on those poppers of mine!! :D

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218 Days And Counting

Today I am 2months and 1 week pregnant . . . . I have posted it everywhere but on here . . . so I figured why not!! Last night Jason and I went to see a mid-wife out in Ann Arbor . . . it was amazing. Friday we are going to a Birthing Center to go talk to them and get prices and stuff. We are very excited and this weekend we will choose where we will have the baby. :D


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Weekend Wedding

My sister-in-law got married this weekend . . . and I was blessed with the opportunity to be one of the Photographers at her Wedding. It was a crazy Month will all the Wedding activities . . . and racing the clock to make sure everything got done on time . . . I am looking forward to taking a break for a bit.

Over all I think this Wedding is some of my best work . . . I still get mad at blurry pictures . . . or pictures I forgot to get . . but it pictures like this one that I fall in love all over again with Photography!


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Somethings Are Meant To Be

As a kid I would love to lay under my Uncle's Cherry Tree . . . I loved it the most when it was the beginning of spring and all the little buds were out . . and the whole neighborhood smelled wonderful . . . and after a few weeks they would fall so gracefully from the tree to the ground . . . I would like to watch the clouds going back with the blossoms floating all over me. Childhood memories are amazing . . they are their to bring the innocence back . . . we were suppose to never have that taken away from us . . and this world strips that away from you and you are left feeling angry . . and hurt . . . you feel used . . and you don't trust . . . but sometimes taking a step back and just seeing the world through the eyes of a child is all it take to restore that purity.


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