Tea Time.

I need a weekend to relax . . . and be extremely care free.

Close To Home.

My husband and I have been together for the past 3 years . . . and have been married for 2 of them. We have come to an agreement that it is time to start a family. So next month we are going to officially start 'trying' to bring a new life into this world. I don't know which is scarier becoming a mom . . . or having a child in this mess we call a world. But the more we pray the more we feel God is saying everything going to be ok. . . and thats what we are going by. I believe being a Nanny has helped me peek into the life of motherhood, but nothing will prepare you for what will take place bringing that helpless baby home. I have mixed feelings about labor, sleepless nights, sore body parts, crying, teething, blow out diapers. . . and all the other stuff that comes with child raising. . . . but all of the bad things don't weight out all the amazing things I look forward too holding MY baby, their first smile . . first step, first word, talking to them about their day, playing games with them, loving them . . taking care of them . . all of that and more melts my heart. I can't wait . . the good . . the bad . . the ugly . . the pain and tears . . . happiness and smiles. . . all of it . . . I am looking forward to this next phase in my life.

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